“You died in my arms...you died in my arms...you freaking died and then you left instruction that I wasn't allowed to save your life...
Do you wanna know what am I afraid of? I'm scared of everything, I'm scared to move, I'm scared to breath, I'm scared to touch you...
I can't lose you, I won't survive!!!
And that's your fault...You made me love you, you made me let you in and then you freaking died in my arms!”
That's why it is so hard to let someone in...